I Miss You.

I just finished reading some writings I had done up like this past summer. Most of it was about Ryan. The guy, in Lee, who I dated on and off for like 2 years. All I can say is, I miss him. I miss how happy I felt with him. How innocent things were. How he made me feel when we touched. I don't just miss him though, I miss all of them up there. Even Dolly. Yuck. Yeah. Moving right along. I'm sorta hanging out with this guy. I had a one night stand with him a couple months ago. Well it was suppose to be a one night thing, except I ran into him last weekend again. SO now we hang out. Like every night this week. Very interesting. I'm keeping my distance -- as I normally do -- but I'm thinking he'll be gone quicker than he showed up. Which is fine. He's cool shit to hang with. He's also helping me with some of my senses that I've been neglecting. Bringing back to the hearing impaired world. I like that. Ok. Well then. I think I'm out for now. Oh by the way -- I didn't get that job I sent the resume to. I suck. Peace.