Ass Sore

Tomorrow I start working 12 hour days. I hope I can do it. Hell I can do anything I put my stubborn mind to .. so I'll be alright. I feel like a pain in the ass tonight. I think mostly because at my new job, I don't know everything there is to know - so I have to ask questions. I never had to do that at my old job, because I was there for like 5 years. I'm a crazy person. Well I don't know if that's completely true -- but a lot of the time I feel like I'm in the way or I'm bothering anyone I talk to; like I'm a nuisance.
I'm starting in a couple relationships a new way -- with my gaurd down. Opening up to people from the get-go. One being with my new boss. We'll see how that goes. That's all I got in me tonight. Peace.